Saturday, 6 April 2013

Liquid Courage

Liquid Courage. 
I'd Like to Drown Myself, with All My Emotions in This Glass of Stupidity. 
It Gives Me Comfort so I Smile. 
I Smile Like an Idiot because I Know that at the Bottom of This Glass is Your Phone Number and Your Voice on the Other End. 
It's Bitter Now, the Taste of it All. 
It Was Sweet Before and I Liked it. I Liked it SO Much that I Befriended it.
I Was Honest. Stupid and Honest and Pathetic in that Truth.
I was Tip toeing to the Edge of the Sea because I Feared the Wave of Emotions that Came with Finding Myself Alone in it All. It Pushed Me, Knowing I Couldn't Swim...
And There You'd Be. Enabling Me.
Just Watching Me Pour it Up and Pour Out.
Not Understanding Why I Needed the Courage. Liquid Courage.
I'm Too Much of a Coward to Tell You What My Heart is Screaming when I'm Not in The Sea.
I Want You to Save Me from it. But the Truth is I've Already Drowned. - [B.]